Mental Health Blog 13th January 2020

 Mental Health Blog 13th Jan

Procrastination

I haven't written one of these in a while (insert last decade joke) but since Christmas, I've been a bit of a procrastinator and bit of a nihilist. It hasn't been cute tbh. My life has been asleep, wake up too late, feel like shit, watch Netflix/YouTube, PlayStation, Gym and sleep for too long - Repeat! I have lost so much of my self-confidence. I honestly don't know what I am doing. I feel like I am in a career funk and have no idea what I want to do. Sick of being broke! Frankly, I am at that I want to convulse on the floor in some form massive tantrum stage. 

Which is super useful, but it is what I am feeling and I have to get over it. I have the tools to start making the changes. Something's I need to pull my finger out and something's I need to eat my pride. Hence all of the procrastination. I am getting so damn iterated at myself and bored. 

*Slams head against imaginary desk* 

So… *cracks knuckles* I am going to polish up my CV and I am going to apply for some jobs that interest me. Accept help when offered. Stop making excuses and don't allow people to tear me down. Rejection isn't always a bad thing! 

I've got this…

The alternative is a pit of depression and poor personal hygiene. #nottodaysatan

As always if you need help please seek it out! Don't suffer in silence. Be kind to yourself x